October - cold on the outside, warm on the inside :) I'm now about four weeks into an evening course, BTech Yr1. Dark evenings see me rushing home, throwing some food at the cat and glancing wistfully at the sofa before heading back out again for the evening.

Three hours of life drawing later I'm arriving home in the dark and looking forward to getting snug and falling asleep.
Yep, I love the life drawing (amazingly so). No, I have absolutely nooo love for this not eating and not sitting down malarky *sad face*. And yes, I'm already feeling a little bit worn out.

But on the plus side, it's doing me good, tuning up my skills and reinforcing that little niggle about pursuing Uni.

...so much so I've contacted my tutor and arranged to see her to discuss applying NOW. Surely someone will love my portfolio enough already??!! Please?! I'm 30 now and so very very dismayed with not having done a degree yet or seeming to be on the path to a vaguely creative job. If I end up doing admin for the rest of my life I'm going to be an incredibly mardy individual, oozing with frustration and bitterness. Nice.